Sasuke Uchiha (うちは サスケ) (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
beforethedarkness) wrote2012-12-22 11:24 am
beforethedarkness) wrote2012-12-22 11:24 am
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12th Tomoe || Text, backdated to December 19th
To the one who sent me those cookies:
I know who you are. I will find you, even if it takes the rest of my life. And I will make you wish that you were never born by the time I'm done with you.
[Enjoy that threatening text, network. Blame the fact that he doesn't have the bastard's pokégear information for it being broadcast publicly, though. But anyone who's around Sasuke at the time will likely see it as the first explicit show of emotion from him since he arrived in Route.]
I know who you are. I will find you, even if it takes the rest of my life. And I will make you wish that you were never born by the time I'm done with you.
[Enjoy that threatening text, network. Blame the fact that he doesn't have the bastard's pokégear information for it being broadcast publicly, though. But anyone who's around Sasuke at the time will likely see it as the first explicit show of emotion from him since he arrived in Route.]
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Some of my friends have been enemies of mine too.
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[... He isn't sure if he meant to say that, but he's said it. And... It might seem like a stupid plan, but now it might be the only way to really get what he wants to happen done.]
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[ because that's important. that and Sora wants to know. maybe it's the reason Sasuke is all grrr grrr? ]
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My older brother.
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What did he do?
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... I lost everything because of him. That's why.
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[ Sora takes a seat, if only because standing is awkward. ]
I don't think it's a good idea. Can't really wrap my mind around wanting to even hurt my friends. Forget killing them... I don't have siblings so the closest I can come to that are my friends, you know?
Friends. Family. Stuff like that is worth fighting for and I already told you that I almost lost Kairi and Riku. Lost my home and all of the people in it at one time too. I'd chase and fight whoever it was that would even try to take everything important to me away...
It's just... Are you going to keep letting it poison you? You've got more friends here and you even talked about friends back home. You've gained even more that you should cling to. If you're not careful, you'll lose all that too and that will be all your fault. Not his.
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[Sasuke was quiet, his arms resting on his knees as he just hunched forward.]
I can't let him get away with what he did. I have to do it.
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[Shaking his head, he takes a deep breath and shifts away from Sora, trying to keep stoic composure.]
I have to be the one to kill him. No one else. I'm the only one left who can, or even should.
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It doesn't matter if it's good or bad. I'm still going to kill him, no matter what it takes.
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um.
reach over and give Sasuke a headbutt. ]
I'm telling you, you're going to regret it. There's no way you can really do that to someone you love, even if you hate them and are hurt by what they do.
Our hearts connect, Sasuke. No matter what you might think now, it's impossible to completely destroy it. Maybe he deserves it. Go slap him around or something... Kick his butt.
But killing him will break you.
And here comes the rant. /popcorn.gif
When Sora's forehead connects to the metal of his protector, that's about when Sasuke gets angry enough to just shove Sora away from him and get to his feet.]
I CAN'T FORGIVE HIM. I can't let someone like him live for what he did to me!
[He's angry. He knows he's angry and just knows that Sora's not the one he's angry at. His emotions are getting the better of him, but unfortunately he can't help it anymore. His voice is raised, and although he's not quite shouting he's much louder than he normally is.]
How could someone like you understand? Someone who always has friends close by? You're afraid of losing them, but you don't know what being truly alone really is! You don't know what it's like to have the person you trusted more than anyone betray you, or to have your family ripped away from you forever!
[He's breathing hard by the time he's done, and by then he just... Deflates, his shoulders slumping and arms crossing as his voice drops back to being low.]
You want to know what he did? Five years ago, I stayed out too late training. When I came home, I found my aunts and uncles on the ground, lying in pools of their own blood. I kept looking for someone for help, and what I found was him, standing over our dead parents with his sword still coated in their blood. Our entire clan... That night, he murdered all of them. He killed them to test his strength. After that, just before he left, he told me that if I ever wanted eyes with the power to match his and to become strong enough for him to face in battle, I'd have to kill my best friend.
[His eyes are hot and stinging, and it's harder for him to breathe. Still, nothing changes from that eerily quiet demeanor as he takes a breath before speaking one last time.]
That's why I can't forgive him. Why I have to kill him. And why I refuse to have any friends, or trust anyone else. The only blood I want on my hands is his.
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is he happy? no. Sasuke's family had been murdered by his brother. the brother he still loves very much. that's pretty clear to Sora. why else does it hurt so much? why else can no one do it? seems kind of like an honor thing too, but Sora doesn't completely understand this "honor" thing that Mushu and Mulan had talked about in ancient China.
Sora's mad about that, because he can't understand what that's like. mad that it's pretty much hurt Sasuke this much. even where he's seated, he's not the kind of guy that hides his emotions. it's pretty obvious by how his face contorts, not to mention just looking in his eyes is a dead giveaway. ]
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that's not what he does though. Sora does what a stupid kid like him usually does. he follows his heart.
and his heart is telling him that, if anything, Sasuke just needs a hug, even if he fights it. ]
You're right. I don't really know what it's like to be alone. Even in Hallow Bastion, when someone took my Keyblade and my friends left, someone helped me get it all back. Even then, was I really alone? Roxas... Ventus... Xion... They're always in my heart, probably looking after me in ways I don't really know about.
[ if you're thinking about shaking him off, Sasuke, think again. Sora is immovable. ]
Just listen to your heart. Even though you try and try to push people away, you can't help but make them. I guess I can't ask you not to do it, what you think you have to do. But I can ask that you just listen to what your heart is really trying to tell you.
[ Sora takes a step back then, hands behind his head. ]
I can't pretend to understand everything you've been through or even why you'd be okay doing all of this. But I do know one thing.
You're not alone now or ever again. And you know what? I'm not going to give up on you.
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It's impossible to justify the massacre of someone's family by anyone, let alone a sibling. Riku's had such a privileged life that he can't even begin to imagine what Sasuke went through.
He makes it to the door around the time Sora pulled Sasuke into the hug and just... stares for a little. That was not what he was expecting, and just like Sasuke's words, Sora's catch Riku's ear. Losing his Keyblade... He has a vague idea of what that might mean, but that's not the important part right now.
Rather than question what he's seen and heard, Riku slips into the room itself, wearing a faint smirk.]
Sora said it better than I ever could. Try and shove us aside all you want, but that's not gonna work.
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Friends are forever. All for one and one for all sort of thing.
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[How long has Riku been standing there? He fidgets a little on the spot, managing to sit still after a moment while keeping his eyes on the wall. Mostly because he's definitely speechless and just unsure of how to take everything now.]
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[He chuckles, tossing the pillow back at Sora.]
I might not be able to imagine what you've been through, but do you really think we'd judge you because of it?
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that pillow? going straight for Sasuke's face. ]
Yeah... And even though you yelled all of that... Still kind of glad that you said something. Finally.
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lotlittle surprised at it.]... Why would you be glad.
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[Riku places his hands on his hips and raises an eyebrow.]
Trust me. Internalizing isn't healthy. I should know.
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[ he's just teasing, throwing his own hand over his mouth to stifle the laughter. ]
Anyway, yeah. It's like that. You told us what's up. That's a good thing for friends to do.
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